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(The following diary is not physically existent.
It is just a stylistic device for presenting specific
content. But the content is based on facts.)
Diary of an Antisensei
We succeeded to gain access to the antisensei's
diary. During an attempt to destroy it in order to prevent
publication, it was severely damaged and will now be
reconstructed. The restoration progress will be documented
here.
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.......
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get, is .... astonishing ... , ..... ... make people believe.
... That's what I will ...................... these
....... gullible ....... idiots.
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At ....... went well. If ..... ... will ... do
...favour. .......... my influence so great ... , that I ..... dare to ............ the
...... once again ..... ..... proof .... connections .....
everything. Next ... ............... together with
.......... from ......., who has already ........... and
.......... exploit . ......, .... persuading ....
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Today I
.......... bawled ... ... , ... and
.....because ...... not .... in time ......... and
................ and ... too few ......
....... unusally .... strong reactions ... ...
shouldn´t have done .. , .... not yet. ..... .........
in public
........., better ..... like ...... and ...... in the future without
making waves ........ people .... join ....
presumptous. ......
..... do not function properly .... .....
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.......
.......
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.... talking to
... . .... not .... recognize ..... my . .... How....
possible. How can ... sane person ... not .....
acknowledge, that ..... I am .... ... watch him .....
................
....
today .... talking at ..... for hours. ..... will do me .....
..... favours ..... and ..... connections ... .
...................................................
..... if .... really .... taking place in ... ... ,
.... ... and .......
need more people. ..... care for ..... will
........ give
..... rank .... yes ... ... others ... the
same.
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......
time and again ..... repeatedly .... telling ...., eventuallly
......... everybody believes .... .... that I am ... ..... Napoleo
the sensei .... and have to ... for me.
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....
number of members .... over ... .......... now dare ....... biggest
event .... to ..... first contact with ....... and
the ..... . Then ......., ....... accomplished
fact. ................... My people have to ...... years ...
and ... kindly do ... Furthermore .... ........ participate
........ I .....
will do ... ... favour .... he will .... .. .. do ...
favour ... and ... us an ... persuade
... .................
I.... sensei ......., ......... I ....... soon ........ known ......
big .............
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N
... did ... again .... in spite of my ...... .. ... and
also from...... again ...... Ought to .... and
..... and ........ if
... not change .... , then.... . ... knows too much ..
.... ... urges ... .... no
noise .... Moreover, ... is ..... and could
..... and .... and publicity. .... At all
means .... and .... and ... avoid trouble.
........ better ........ ignore ...... no one ....
notice . ........ president .... club ........ forever.
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.... sacked ...... .... from ....... position as ...... has
own will, .... not my orders. ..... .......
............... nobody ... from inside with ... tasks. If ...
... then ... not like I ... . ... best solution ... secretary
from outside, ...... will .... do ..... as told ..... no danger.
...... no ..... knowledge transfer ....... I ... do
everything. .. . ...... nobody knows .... no
overview ... ... After some time I .... unquestionable ...
.... boss. ... decide everything .. ... .. nothing will work
without me. .... avoid publicity ... finally club .... hire me ...
.... contract.
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.................. nothing than trouble. ... has to
be sick in his mind .... dared to ... and to refuse
.... .... hope that no one noticed. ....... already
happenend several times... . I .... prevent .... and
shield off. .... only obedient people .... otherwise .....
danger ... lose ... I .... sweet-talk .... have to demonstrate
my .... But .... tiny ... concessions ... decide .... few
...... illusion ...... to ...... participate.
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If ..... notice that ....... outside my ........ system
..... of no value ...... then .... .... and will not support
me. .... ....................... .... read ... book about
......... ...... ....... can .... use to .... people .... and during
...... meetings ... impression .......,
.... and sweet-talk .......... power
..... I ..... boss.
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........ ... told me that
.......................................... Incredible .....
always ... been ... so ... ... and ... ......
waiting until .... then ... will calm down
..... put off until ... . .......... ....
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...
feel ... ... and
depressed. ... had to realize that ... kids and ... young ....
training ... ...... getting older ... not staying ..... .... . out
of my....... and ... influence ....... If they will ..... to
the training of ... or ... ... or ... will notice
..... truth ... criticism ..... that ... will tell
everybody that .... deceived ... What ... I do? ... efforts
... previous years ..... in vain.
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.....
thought about ... ..... have to take actions ..... to prevent
... and guarantee my .... ..... .... know what to do. ... ...
special training ... ... I ..... influence ... new students ... ....
best case ... alone ..... I .... so clever ....... ..... no one
will ever notice. .. .... .
finally my influence ..... everywhere.
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....
kept on ....... planning .... I ..... plans....... will
.... in ... or .... and ..... ....... new club.
........... ...... great ..... ...... I ... sensei ......
everywhere. .....
............ at last ...... in .... very popular
..... and together with ...... have many ..... and ....
money ..... national association ...... appreciate it
..... next dan grading .... I ..... everything ... this year
............ ..... also ...... in ... ..... I .... ...
they must .... help ..... obey ............
me.
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Today
Y... again told ... really going on ... and ...... what ....
if ... nothing changes. If ... continues and .... my position
.... danger. .... makes trouble .... and ... . Have to
..... tie ... me ... I am .... ... .... everybody has to acknowledge
that I .... Who do they think they are? .... presumptuous
..... ....... ......... own opinion ... ......... impertinence
..........
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....
best to sack ... .... and ... ..... but ..... lack of .... and still .....
.. .... ...and too much publicity .... harmful. ...... have to
neutralize ... .... ....... cannot go on. ..... ... ..... shall I
do? I ... ... and
I ... ... boss. ..... I .... sensei, .... tell everybody
...... and ......... recognize ........ ....... stabilize
....... precondition ........ all quiet......... Fun ..... content ....
happy ... .
.... some
time ..... other club ............ .... I ....... then ... ... and
..... . I .... want .... will get ... long term ... ..... ....
more and more .... .. .... ... unnoticed .....
everything.. ..........
... now ... at last also .... .... abroad ...
week ....... together with ......... from ... and ... then
... starting over ... and ... taking with ... I can
... ........ become .... I .... sensei .... and additionally
... already ..... in the east .... and then ... I will ......
completely new .... but first .... I .... boss ..... big
......
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........
talked to .... about .... ........ thinks...... should try to ...
slowly .... observe ... get rid of .... and .. or .... perhaps ....
option ..... sit out .... .... as always .. . ..., ...
but not sure.
......
pity that ...... ..... not possible to .... .... regarding
contents ......... But ...... by ...... and with .... formal
... regulations .... my ... as .... That will .. ... silence
... and ... I ... undisturbed. Then everybody ....
me ... I ... can ...
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...
doesn't work that quickly. ............ ... need trainer, who ....
and loyal and .... obey ... Meanwhile ....... will
do ..... transition period, .... careful.... Then ...
.... gone and I ..... and I ... ...
alone.
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32
....... was .... invited to .........
finally ..... me personally .... adressed .... talked ..... I
..... me ..... revered .... Then .... in his flat ....
......... was also there ...... now .... I .... known ....
everywhere ...... surely ..... give ..... me ..... event ..... here
...... and with .... in .... he also ....... abroad .........
perhaps ...... at ..... I ..... soon .... next dan ..... .....
and also ........ make ..... me ..... I ..... first .... deputy
........ of .... from ...... ....... then boss ..... and .....
...........
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........
soon again .... here in .... then even more ..... event
.... by all means ........ have to .... .. with
...... and ....... gyms ....... halls ......
tournament ..... everywhere ... known ...... I .......
and also eventually ....
........ championship .......... everything here
..... everything ... always ..... everywhere
........... big ....... bigger .... I ....
..........
..........
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.....
weekend ...... ....... event .... here ..... I ..... am so popular
....... all ..... coming ..... from everywhere .... only ....
because ............... of me. ........ good friends ...... come
....... can ..... rely ....... ........ But ..... from ...... wasn't
........ there ......... did not ....... send ..... any .... of
...... his people ..... This ...... moron ....... no respect
....... me ........ is .... stupid ...... and .... who .... I
am. ......... This idiot ...... not loyal .......
impertinence ........ not ....... support me..... ....... I
....... am ....... sensei ..... boss ......
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.....
..... so
that I will finally .... control ....... ......... ............
everything. ..... ..... and this .... gone
............ ......... ........ useful ... Idiot
.......... doesn't notice anything ............
..................... ...........
...................
... ..................... .................
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.....
...... ........................... ..... last weekend........
less people ..... than .... expected ......... changes ..... ads
........ ............. perhaps ... as ....... trainer ...
..... ..... .... other
day ...... .... weirdo ..... found
out ...... that I .... in ..... training ...... and .... .....
and .... for it ..... ...... pay ........ ... ....... even
more .............. careful ......... cannot
....... trust .... anybody .... ................
....
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.....
............ ................. ........................
..... I
....... this year ..... .... ...... championship .......
here .... me ..... international ...... and ....
then ......... everybody ........ know me ....
......... popular ..... The .... .... ....
from .... national ... association .... ........ praised
..... me and ....... .... perhaps .... next year ........ or
...... ................. ............. I
............ better alone ...... regularly ....
..... training course .... with ....... I ..... me
....... still another ............ club ... in ......
............. influence ...... ..... popular ......
...... probably ....... in .......... I
.......... next black belt .......... ..... then
..... I .... so big ...... .... in ..... and .....
Germany ....... ..... first ..... club ...... many members
.... ....... ....... aquainted ...... no one
..... knows ...... that
.... what ... I ....... irreplacable
..... people get used
to .... me ......... ..... ....... do
anything ...... and the father of ...... ....... help me
........... then also at .... link to ..... ..... ... money ......
connections ............
I ....... boss ...... always ..... everything
....
.....
....... ............. ..................
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.....
met ...... at ...... tournament ...... agreed to ........ in
......... months ........
...... ........... Also ...... surprise .....
......... came back ...... will support me ...... knows me from
....... ago ....... good friend .... obedient ..... useful ......
..... .... later ..... then ...... next tournament .... kids .....
and ...... training course with ...... again ......
but ..... this year ...... less people ........ than
........ expected ........ these idiots ...... no respect
..... for .... me .... my ................. .
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I ...... was .....
.... at .... ..... last week ....... and met ..... the .... from
.......
..... This time
....... different .... on ...... .... talked to
... possible to .... our .... club meeting
.... each year ..... not ..... but
..... then .... no more trouble.
I ... will see ....
whether anyone .... at all ........ and the others .....
don't care.
I ..... me ........
and the new guy ..... with me ...... integrate ..... helper
........ idiot ..... useful ...... nuts ... obedient ....
........ favors ..... and also ..... ......
I .... completely
..... established ....... people .... know ..... me .....
and what
..... to expect.
..... they ......... used to me. ..... make up with ...
think that .....
I .... lesser
evil ......... they .... don't know ..... who might ..... after
me ...... ..... fear that ..... could get worse ....
arrange ..... with known dictator ........
I .... control
....... everywhere .... the same. .... no
resistance ... most ... ....
coward ...... and
...... club ....... mine. ... nobody .... dares ... to ...... me
....
I ..... always
.............. boss.
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I ...... bigger
..... and ........ ..... others ......... idiots ..........
............ ......... ...... new club ..... also .......
.... I ..... boss .... ............... ..... ..... .......
...... .......
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I ...... .......
more ..... and ..... more ...... important .............. and
.............. moron from ....... ... brought ...... again ..... not
enough ....... ....... people ....... to .... event .......
..... ...... ...... no .... respect ...... ..... me .....
asshole.
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I ...... am
........ the city ....... ....... and ...... this
year ..... again .......... big .... event ......
........ with .... me ......... ........ all .... will
come ......... .... from everywhere ......... ..... to me
....... ....... I ....... ........ well known ......
............. popular ...... revered .............. .......
only with me ...... .......... nobody except ... .......
me ...... .... can ..... may ..... do ....... this ............
...................... ............. ..... ................. ......
.... call ...... in time ..........
so that she
.......... organises ......... for me ......... ......... ..... and
.......... many helpers ........ for ..... me ..... ....... my
reputation ...... important ............ ...
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...... ....... . .. ... ......... ....
....... . .......... ... ..... ..... ... ...........
....... .... ............... . ....................
.... asshole ........ refuses to give me ........ .... ...
..... further ........ in ......... . ......................
...... . ..... ... ............... ... . ......
.......... ................ ...... .... ...... ... ......
........... .
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...... .......
again .... .... annual .............. event
..... taken place ... ... this
time ................ considerably ...... less .........
people ...... ..... .... idiots .......... assholes
.................... weirdos ... .... . ....
.............. ... ..... .... . ................. .... .... ...
......... no respect ..... ...... me ......
..... loss ..... ..... and ..... ...
.... ..... .... but .... in ....... months ..... after .......
summer holidays ..... ..... .... ..... will come .... ..... to
me ...... ..... then ..... I ......... .......... boss .....
..... ..... call me ..... ..... .......... knows me .... ....
close friend ..... ........ others envy me ...... ...... ..
.... .... visit ... again .... ... new flat .... ..... ....
........ ..... paid by ..... ...... ........ ..... good friend
...... ..... .... .... always obedient...... ...... doing ... .....
favors ........ ....... ............... ... ......
.
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...... .......
. ..... ........ ......... ............. .
..................... ... ........... ....... .... ............... .
.................... again .... a .... gift for ........ so
that ........... more ...... good relations ..........
.......... ...... .............. .... ..... . .....
.................. ... . ...... .......... ................ ......
.................. .
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...... .......
. ..... again ..... ....... ..... not enough ..... people
..... ... ... ..... although .... I ..... .....
repeatedly ....... reminded .... and .... they .....
pledged ... . ..... but ..... idiots .... ... have to get more
... .... involved ... ... for ... me ..... .... .... club is
.... .... .... like .... company ...... ..... and I am ...... ....
boss. .... ...... ......... .......... enterprise ...... ....
international ....... chairman ... ....... ....... president ....
....... I ... ................ ....... need ...... helicopter
..... ..... ... my orders ...... ...... I want more .....
....... I am ... ......... ...... master ...... ..... and
........ .. . ... .......... .... .... ..... ..... ..... again
..... not enough .... ...... participants ........ ....
..... lose money ... ... ................. ..... the woman
..... .... ..... is .... ..... ......... unreliable ........
..... .... ..... ...... bitch ...... ..... fault .... that ...
.... and in addition ..... ... .... the guy is
... ..... .... basically ..... .... idiot ..... ...... .... but
can cause ......... .... ..... problems. ...... ........ ......
...... ...... have to pamper ... ...... him ..... and ....
integrate ..... ..... ..... ..... .... ...... ........
......... ................ . ..... .................. ... . ......
.......... ................ ...... .................. .
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........
finally ..... ... ...... managed ........ after ........ summer
holidays ........ first ....... training course with ..... and
......... and then .......... probably ... ...........
.... ... here ... with me ....... .... ......
base of .... .... ........ .... in Germany ....... .... ...
............ have to call .... ......... tell him
....... to inform ..... the press ....... maybe .... .....
television ....... ...... ..... ......... I ...... soon .....
........ everywhere .... ..... .... known ......... ....... power
........ I ....... ........ biggest ... ........
club ... next ... master grade .... then .... ....
higher rank than .... ....... from
.......... idiot ... ........ ... and more money ......
..... regular ... employment as ..... or ........ ...... ...... have
to be ... .... ............. ..... ............ .... ..... .....
very cautious .......... that ...... ..... Karate-Doctor ......
.... ........ will not .... .... know ... and .........
................... make ... public. ....... ....... assholes
.... ..... criminals ...... . .............. especially this
...... .... .......... and the one from .....
..... cause problems ..... ............. ...... ......
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......
............... ............. . ....... ........
......... ................ . ..... .................. ... .
...... I ................. ...................
....................... .... ..... .. ........ ... ...
............................want .........................
...................... ..... ..... ... ........ .
.................................. ........... everything
................ ...... ............ ................... ... .......
..... ..... .............. ... .... ....... ......
.
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...... .......
. ....... ...... suspect ..... ....... ....... that
............. takes part ...... .... ........ .......
.......... ........ at ....... ....... and that ... my ...
...... ......... ....... and ........
.................... reveals .... ..... details .... ... of
...... meetings ...... to ....... this idiot .... ... from the
.... .... club and .... .... association. ...... ....
...... ....... ..... previous meeting ... said that ......
........ ....... she ...... crazy bitch ......... .........
neutralize ...... .............. .... ........... ....
.... replace ........ !!! ...... ....... Now .....
........ even dares to ..... and .... .... wants ....
.... no longer ...... to be ..... .............. ... trainer meeting
..... ...... ..... ...... ...... ..... .... ... ... ......
...... cannot rely on ..... anyone .... ...... ................ must
..... get ..... my .... own secretary ... ...... .. ..... has
to ... report to me .... personally ..... ....... paid by ....
..... club .... ...... idiots do anything ....... I want. ......
..... .
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......
...... ... ....... I ........ already .... ..... .... since
.... ... years ....... the .....
dictator chairman .... ...... ..... .... ....
....... I .... ..... ..... boss ..... .... ....
..... .............. .... company car ....... due ... to me ...
...... better yet .... airplane ..... ........
ship .......... ...... ...... my club is ..... one of the
... ...... biggest and .... .... ... most beautiful ... ...
......... level ..... ...... extremely high ..... ...
nearly all .... .... black belt .... ... ....... and
many members .... ...... ..... from ... university ....
....... ..... have ...... titles ..... ..... only
come .... because .... of me .... .... ... my
...... reputation ... gets around ... ....... ...
....... soon ... at my club ..... ..... the .... .....
....... established .............. and ..... ....... I will
..... become the ...... of ...... ....... entire country.
.......... ........................ ......
.......... ....... ... ............
.......
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......
.............. ....... ... my ....... .... ............
...... ...... ..............
......
....... ....... ...... ... .............. .......
... me ............. ...... ......
.............
.............. .............. I ....... ... ....... ....
............ ...... ......
......
.......... .............. mine ................ ....
.... ............ ...... ......
......
....... ........... .............. ....... .... .......
..... ............ my .....
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.................. .......
... ..... ....... .......... ....... .
..... ........ ......... ................ . .....
................... .... ......... ........... ... . ......
.......... .... ..... .... ..................... ......
.................. .
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......
.............. ....... ... for some time ....... ....
............ ...... ................ tension .......... between
...... ....... ............ and .... and ....... me ...... ......
getting ...... .... worse ....... ...... ...... If
........................ .... ............... ..... goes on ......
... I will ..... ...... ..... get rid of ...... change
..... ........ idiot ...... ........ I ...... boss ........ and
order ......... what .... .... to do. ............ ..........
earlier .... .... ago ..... I had ..... .... argument with ....
... ....... ..... instructor ..... .... asshole ..... replace
.... by ....... or ....... ............... ...........
.... .... no more people ............ who could
.......... do .... it. ....... .... ......
....... bad for .... .......... atmosphere
......... club ...... ........ ..... .......... new ..........
trainer ....... ...... ... .............. .......
... ............. ...... ...... .............
.............. ... ....... wait until ..... ...... after
........ .... in ..... ....... ...... ...... ..... ..........
.............. ................ .... .... ............
...... ...... ...... ....... ........... ..............
....... .... ....... ..... ........... .....
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... ....
....... ..... ....... the ...... from ......... wants .......
with ..... ..... .... ... and .... .... ... together with .....
.... and ..... ..... .... ... .... .... ....... ..... ....
..... .... ..... &%$!!$%%????§!!! ....... .... then ....
problem to .... continue ...... ....... ........ ........
idiots ........ ........... ....... not loyal ...... ... ......
to ..... me ......... ...... ........ no substitute .......
........ have to ........ delay until ......... gets ....
...... rank .... ..... graduation ..... ... ......
meantime ....... ....... I will ......... ..... .....
.... ..... class in .... ............ ... gym. ..........
....... ....... . ..... ........ .........
................ . ..... ................... .... ............
............ ... ......... ........... ... .
...... .......... .... ..... .... ..................... ......
.................. .
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Today ........... .... asked whether ...... ....... will
...... step in ... ... for .... .............. .....
...... refused ........ idiot ...... can´t rely on .....
................ Thereafter ..... ... also .....
cancelled ......... ................ .... .... urgently ....
need to ..... .......... reel in ..... new ... helpers
........ for ........ ......... .......... ....... .......
... ..... ....... ..... ...................
must ...... get rid of ..... ....... otherwise ... ...... more and
more ....... ......... quarrel ......... .......... ....
............ ............ ... ......... ........... ... .
...... .......... .................... my club ......
........ stabilize ..... ..... .... ..... for me ... .....
............. .
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......... ...........
... ....... ... ..... ...... .... ..........
....... . ..... ........ ... ......... ................
. ..... ................... .... ......... ... ........... ... .
...... ........... .. .... ..... .... ............ ............ ..
...... .............. ....... .
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......
.............. again ....... ... ....... far too
little .... participants ...... at ..... .... and ......
...... ........ ....... ...... ... again .......
financial .... loss ... .... .... .... ..............
have to compensate .... .... at next ... .... event
with ... .... many people .... ...... come because ......
..... they need ......... for .... graduation. ...... ...... .....
...... ......
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.................. ....... again
... ..... a ....... ran off .......... do not
....... get .... .... new .... ...... . ..... were not
..... ...... obedient ....... .... not ... ... recognize that I ....
........ boss ...... ..... respect my new .... rank ...
else .... asshole .... ........... ................. ......
need further ....... otherwise ..... have to be .... ....
cancelled. ...... must ... .... advertise ... .... keep ....
.... members .... long term .... .... commitment. ..... Finally ....
has completed .... the ... .... now ... ..... announce ..... ......
and distribute .... .... ..... .... ..... and in addition ...
the ... for ...... internet ..... .... and ....
mail ..... ....... then ... ......... everyone ... .....
see how ..... .... good .... .... ... big ... ...
..... successful ..... .... ..... .... awesome ....
.... I .... .... my ... club .... ......... ......... . .....
.......... .
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......
.............. .. ........... .......... - € ... ...
??? ...... :-( ...... ..... ...... ......
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...... ..............
cannot .... .... comprehend ... been again .... fewer
...... at .... ...... ...... .... soon no
more ...... ........ possible ...... ...... I have talked
to ... .... .... ...... wants to give me ........ ....
The new .... .... is not ..... as
hoped ..... In addition ........ and .....
...... quit .... ........ ...... Soon .... comes .....
.... maybe .... can ... me ..... .... and if not .... idiot
.... ..... .... .... in the ..... training hall .... ..... ....
asked me why ..... .... not ..... .... moron ...... dangerous
....... have to ... ... chum up to .... ....
....... connections ... always important .... ...... ....
... then ... neutralize the ..... ..... wants more ..... ....
.... and .... money.
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...... ........ have
...... succeeded .... ..... to .... the ... from .... to me ....
..... ...... ........... if .... as planned, then ..... ....
substitute ... in and ..... my club in .... bigger ...... ...
new ........ expand ...... ...... need my own ...
...... ...... for .... getting quicker to ..... ... .....
..... .... too time consuming ... always ... ......
......... After all I am ...... .......... boss
....... and .... ..... master .... ..... ...... have
finally identified who ..... ...... ..... asshole ....
..... ........ watch .... .... not ... further .......
........ have to realize ..... that ..... I ....... everything
...
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...... I ....
... ...... said that I want to have more. ..... ......
this ..... does not comply. ....... .... traitor ....... moron
..... idiot ..... .... Soon ..... come ...... .. ... ..... then ...
..... need new ... ....... ........ my club in ..... .... less .....
..... Intolerable ! .... ..... ..... did also not work
..... maybe have to ..... .... ........ ........... talked
to ..... ..... .... from the association ...
said that ..... less ..... ....... ... ..........
consider whether .... ..... should ...... ...... have to
change ..... ... .... people .... realize that ....
..... crap ...... ... politics ..... if .... new ....
founding ..... another ..... .... incredible
..... unthinkable .... ... ..... revolution
..... criminals ....... ..
... my connections ..... .... gone .... .... I
have to ...... .... in order to ..... members ....
money ... ... ......
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......
.............. .. ...........
.......... ........ €€€€€ .... $$$$$$ ......
..... ...... ......
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......
.............. .. I ... finally ........ established. ..... can
soon get ..... new .... and perhaps even ......... ........
..... ..... no one ...... will .... me ...... .... .... .... under
control ....... ...........
.......... ........ ...... ..... ...... ......
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...... haven't
heard ... from ... for a long time .... .... probably went to
.... .... ..... doesn't matter, I still have ...... and
......... ....... Next month I will ...... go to ..... ..... and
talk with ......... about the new .... Then .... finally
.... also .... ...... This guy is always .....
..... useful ..... .... ......... .............. ..
........... .......... ...... ..... ...... ......
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...... Today I've
heard that ... .... together with ... in ... will .... new
.... ... Assholes ... traitors .... .... my turf ....
....... built by me ... .... my members ..... will call
.... ..... or ... ..... has moved ..... must help me
..... ..... ..... Perhaps ... coming to .... training
course with .... ...... ..... Then ... also ..... organise ...
tournament .... .... fun ..... perhaps ... different training hall
... .... ......... .... ..... plan ... soon .... expand .... in
... .. ........... ................ ..... ...... ......
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......
.............. .. ........... .......... more
money ...... ..... ...... ......
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.... I ..... have .... learned
that ... from .... to .... and now... at ..... ...
.... incredible ... .... Intolerable! .... .....
nutcase ... ... no respect for ... me .... the ... ....
master ... ..... my club ..... big ......
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..... were ...
again ... less .... .... ..... if that ...... continues then
.... .... ...... soon ...... very dangerous for ... me.
..... Perhaps I have to ..... even more ...... or ......
The .... from ... is ... no more ...... ....
asshole ..... .... .... ... no respect for ... me. .... ....
........ ... must know who ... .... talked ..... ... ...
keep an eye on ..... perhaps the new .... will ... otherwise ......
people will be .... leery .... .... then ... busted .... .....
.......... ...... ..... ...... ......
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..... .... ....
my influence ..... ...... .... ........ power ...... ... link
to ......... .... ..... ... after all .... I .. ... .... boss
.............. everything ...........
.......... ...... .. ......
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.....
.... more money ... else ...........
.......... ...... .. ......
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.....
.... waa again ..... ...... meeting ........ ...... I ...
as always .... reelected ... ... This time .... feeling that ....
somehow .... .... not completely ..... behind me ..... .
.... idiots .... ......... .... ..... and ... the ... from ... asked
whether .... not ..... ... ...... differently .... incredible ....
moron .... ... .. ... .... ...........
.......... ...... .. ......
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.....
.... in ..... is .... ... here ... and I will .... ....
hopefully .... .... ..... get ... .... even more ....
..... and bigger ..... ......... perhaps even .... to .... in
order to ..... give me .... .... ..... ... then .... ....
finally ... I .... important ........... .......... ...... ..
......
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.....
.... learned during ... ..... holidays
that .......... and ... ... together with ... talked
about ... .... the ... have to be ... even more
.... vigilant .... .... cannot ... trust .... any more ...
.... ... get ... new .... .... in hall .... .... secure ... ...
my .... ..... power ..... .... ... ......
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..... was
... surprise ... back again ... hopefully ... not noticed ....
.... recently ... from ... and .... the .... access
to .... .... then next ..... year ... finally .... .... using
the ... .... and .... many ... ..... for me
.... ...........
.......... ...
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.... disturbing
... development ... ...... .... ... tendency .... .... ... ....
........ more and more ... realize ... that ... I ... have
no ...... must ..... expand ....... my .....
... entertainment business ...... .... ...... sell more
... to ..... people ... .... have fun ....
stay ...... . ....... money ... for ... me ....... .....
.... ... ......
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..... heard
that .... and .... from ... said ..... probably want to
.... ..... in the long run ... .... might ... ... cause ....
... revolution .... ..... against me ... ... must sideline ..... all
.... .... trap ..... catch them ... off guard ...
..... I will remain ....... boss ... ..... everything .... mine
......
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.... again ...
several ... gone ..... ... effort ... to .... keep ... .... tie
... to .... me ... .... ....... ..... .... ...
......
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.... .....
.......... noticed ... .... at ... tournament in
...... that .... .... no more ...... with ... me .... us
..... ...... have to ... ..... ... watch ... that .... ...
and .... no .... ..... else ..... outrageous ... ...... ...
...... .
.... ....... .....
.... ... ......
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.... ..... the .... told me
..... ... will launch ... new organisation .... ... methods
.... superior .... to ... mine ..... ...... power
.... influence ... ..... stabilize ...... ...... will ... help
.... me ........ is just as sordid ... as
me ... ...... friend ......
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.... ....... at .....
.... training course with ... .... said .... ... in .....
future ... .... .... differently ... ... wants to .... ...
..... against ... me .... ... no respect .... me ....
I .... done ... ..... everything .... ...
......
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..... ....
..... more and more indications ... that ....
.... intrigue .... against me ... ... unbelievable
.... ........ treason ........ have to .... mobilize
..... still more .... my fans .... will ... help ... me
... .... without me ... nothing ..... will work ... I am ....
the .... club .... ... without me ... nothing ... possible ... .....
I am ... greatest ... irreplacable ... .... if I .... gone .... ....
tragedy ... ......
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..... have just
in case .... deleted parts of my ....... notes
....... .... and .... destroyed ....... documents .....
... too dangerous ... have to expect ... to ... ....... ........
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...... fear that ...
...... knows .... how I .... made ... .... and got the
....
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....... finally ...
money to ..... have ... new ..... ..... in ..... ........
......... .... ....... watch out for .... ....... and
.... will not ..... get to know ...... ..... only want to
..... ........ stop ..... ... cannot trust ......
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.... on all accounts
.... .......... ..... ........ everything for me .........
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